My Fantasy Life while I work out... |
The last time I weighed myself (three days ago) I was 211.5 pounds. Meaning, from my heaviest of 228 I have only lost 16.5 pounds. And that means that from my lowest of 171 I have gained back more than 40 pounds.
The back injury from trying to break the plateau with more intensity...
Losing one career and embarking on an ambitious new path through life...
Oh, yeah and I'm an emotional eater.
I sat through 5 hours of television watching yesterday and didn't workout but I did today. And I'm not saying it's the public accountability of the blog or the smiley stickers I got for my planner or the three days I've eaten the food from home. Because maybe I won't make it, I've failed so many times before. But maybe. Maybe this is my time.